I haven't felt you in years did you forget about me? I used to bask in your arms and wonder if it could be any better. If life could stand still it would have while you was with me I miss you like a sailor with out a boat but grew up on the seven sea's. Melodic tones set as memories that fade but not forgotten, I've seen I saw and realize your still here when I'm lost and can't find my answer it is you. My soul feels lonely without you I tried by myself to hold…

THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL GETS CLOSER THEN PASSES ME BY.  I STRUGGLE TO GRASP REACTING IN THE THOUGHT YET MY PAST IS MY FUTURE AND THE NOW WAS YESTERDAY.  CONFUSED AND AT THE TOP OF MY GAME YET IN CIRCLES I RUN TO GET SOMEWHERE BUT NOWHERE TO GO.  WHO KNOWS WHAT LIFE MAY BRING OR WHAT DOORS MAY OPEN FOR THE TIME FOR CHANGE IS NOW IF YOU WANT SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD YOU MUST DO SOMETHING YOU HAVE NEVER DONE.

I've learned to love and seem to feel that love is a faze i see lost time rekindled flames that haunt the heart. I'am a lost body looking for its soul I see what I saw yet not what I need I've tasted what I wanted yet failed to succeed, I am who I am because of me I'm lost in the world because of me my worst enemy before was failure now there's a picture of me to be continued

Many faces of despair left to understand why. I am a lonely soul that can't find a heart to hold me. I clense my thoughts with pride, I hold death like suicidal thoughts in a realm that know one sees. How can I live when i feel Lifeless? I'm my own enemy, I am lost looking for a reason any reason that would help me fathom the pain in my life. If I had one wish I would have never been born. I feel like my life has no purpose but to endure hardship and…

I'M JUST STOPPING BY TO SAY HELLO TO YOUR HEART... IT SEEMS EMPTY MAY I FILL IT WITH THOUGHTS OF ME WITH HOPES TO CARESS YA SOUL LIKE FAIRY TALES AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.  HOW DISTANT DOES LOVE GET BEFORE ITS NOT LOVE ANY MORE?  WHEN DO YOU KNOW WHEN YOUR STRENGTH IS IN ANOTHER PERSONS HANDS AND YOUR HEART BEATS TOGETHER AS ONE,YOUR BREATH IS TAKEN WITH ONE KISS HUUUMMM TO BE CONTINUED

WHERE IS TIME WHEN LIFE SLIPS AWAY ALOT THAT I DIDN'T DO AND SAY THINGS I MUST CLAIM.  I AM GUILTY OF LOVING YOU I CONFESS TO NEEDING YOU AND I APOLOGIZE FOR HURTING YOU.  I FEEL LOVE DESCENDING AT A RAPID PACE AS IF IT TURNED ITS BACK ON ME CUPID SHOT ME WITH A SPLIT ARROW.  I AM LOST TIME SEEMS TO SMIRK WHILE REALITY CRIES FROM LAUGHTER.  HOW CAN I REWIND TIME?  A COMPLETE 360 DEGREES TOP END UP WHERE I STARTED FROM BUT 180 DEGREES MEANS WERE EITHER HALF WAY…

I AM WAITING FOR MY SOUL TO DIE... I AM A HIDDEN MESS LOOKING AT THE SKIES OF GRAY SUNNY DAYS HAVE PAST ME BY,  I SEE RAIN AND THUNDER STORMS IN THE DISTANCE WAITING FOR MY SOUL TO DIE. MY LIFE AN ORGANIZED STRESS TO UNDERSTAND BUT GET TO THE BOTTOM OF IT TAKES GODS HANDS MY REALITY SHOWS BLEED RUINS THAT HAVE BEEN CONQUERED BY THE FORMS OF NATURE 40 DAYS AND 40 NIGHTS BRINGS CLOSURE TO NONE BUT QUESTIONS TO MANY WHO AM I AND WHAT PURPOSE DO I SERVE IN LIFE?  THE…

I HAVE PAIN IN MY HEART...

WHERE IT STARTS I DEPART WITH QUESTIONS WITH NO ANSWERS. I SEE NOT TO BELIEVE BUT TO UNDERSTAND. WHO FEELS ME WHEN THERES NO OPEN ARMS WITH HANDS? I CAN'T STAND THE RAIN YET IT POURS IN MY LIFE  GETTING DRENCHED IN MY DREAMS AND REALITY HAS ITS OWN PLAN FOR ME. I'M A MAN THAT IS NOT UNDERSTOOD.

I WISH TO FATHOM THE HURT IN MY LIFE,AND AMMEND MY WRONGS TO BE A BETTER MAN. MY THOUGHTS RUN…

My thoughts imbedded with pain i seen many dreams fade my life in a struggle lets say a battle with internal prosperity I laugh to keep from frowning yet my eyes won't let me tell a lie.......... my cries reflect on death ears that hold fears in arms reach to were my dreams are reality bad or good I'm confiscating clips to remember they say if you tell a dream it wont come true I'm bound to secrecy but should I be?

If I could have a moment of your time I'm giving you my thoughts, hoping in a brief moment that you could help me understand them. I know it sounds crazy but hear me is it wrong for me wanting to whisper sweet nothings in ya ear just because you took the time out to find me? Can we make our own song from the beat of our hearts while I hold you as if tomorrow was the end and were spending our last moments together? to be continued....