I haven't felt you in years did you forget about me? I used to bask in your arms and wonder if it could be any better. If life could stand still it would have while you was with me I miss you like a sailor with out a boat but grew up on the seven sea's. Melodic tones set as memories that fade but not forgotten, I've seen I saw and realize your still here when I'm lost and can't find my answer it is you. My soul feels lonely without you I tried by myself to hold…

THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL GETS CLOSER THEN PASSES ME BY.  I STRUGGLE TO GRASP REACTING IN THE THOUGHT YET MY PAST IS MY FUTURE AND THE NOW WAS YESTERDAY.  CONFUSED AND AT THE TOP OF MY GAME YET IN CIRCLES I RUN TO GET SOMEWHERE BUT NOWHERE TO GO.  WHO KNOWS WHAT LIFE MAY BRING OR WHAT DOORS MAY OPEN FOR THE TIME FOR CHANGE IS NOW IF YOU WANT SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD YOU MUST DO SOMETHING YOU HAVE NEVER DONE.

I've learned to love and seem to feel that love is a faze i see lost time rekindled flames that haunt the heart. I'am a lost body looking for its soul I see what I saw yet not what I need I've tasted what I wanted yet failed to succeed, I am who I am because of me I'm lost in the world because of me my worst enemy before was failure now there's a picture of me to be continued

Many faces of despair left to understand why. I am a lonely soul that can't find a heart to hold me. I clense my thoughts with pride, I hold death like suicidal thoughts in a realm that know one sees. How can I live when i feel Lifeless? I'm my own enemy, I am lost looking for a reason any reason that would help me fathom the pain in my life. If I had one wish I would have never been born. I feel like my life has no purpose but to endure hardship and…